So much so for Xmas and New Year. I doubt there would be any fun the next 3 months or so. When you pull an all nighter like that, you feel bluesy and your entire timing get screwed up. Soon Geericho blues will be my ringin in  my head too. I don’t know if I still can do this, though I can say I have been there done that. 

Oh well we all have t do what we have to do, it’s called survival. Just bite the damn bullet, haha.

Dr Ravi told me to calm down. He was being open. He said the readings of my blood test basically indicate that I have Thalassemia minor. I need to take more iron for the lack of haemoglobin in my blood systems. Basically it was genitcally inherited blood disorder.

My sugar intake is on the borderline. More effort required to bring it down. I have moderate cholesterol problem, but I do have a major problem with uric acid intake. It is causing me occasional , warmth, pain, and inflammation in my joints.

Well, the vital signs are all there, from now on I guess with the aid of supplements and proper food intake and diet I do hope to improve.  It is not gonna be an easy task; a rock head will always be a rock head you know what I mean

I have been doing lotsa selling you may say. Sometimes you don’t realise what talents you have till you do it. I do think my partner in crime Albert Wu certainly has played a big part in the confidence that I have right now. I think when you are down but not out, you appear to be somewhat a desperado and that is the time you tend to excel in whatever you do. That’s probably the criteria I am looking for for a biz partner in this new biz venture.

Well I shall not dwell much into it right now, I guess in near future I will explain further the new biz in its entirety. For now, for my friends I am leaving behind especially Nazri, all I want to say is it is kinda Lonely At The Top. Come join me, you will not regret it

Kumpul segala dosa lagi satu tahun dan Tahun depan boleh mintak maaf lagi. . Nampak gaya melepas lah tak dapat rasa ketupat rendang. Makan Nasi lemak banyak sangat kot, haha.

Enjoy the holidays my friends…

Nice to share a great song by Rush.

Subdivisions by Rush

Sprawling on the fringes of the city
In geometric order
An insulated border
In between the bright lights
And the far unlit unknown

Growing up it all seems so one-sided
Opinions all provided
The future pre-decided
Detached and subdivided
In the mass production zone
Nowhere is the dreamer or the misfit so alone

(Subdivisions)
In the high school halls
In the shopping malls
Conform or be cast out
(Subdivisions)
In the basement bars
In the backs of cars
Be cool or be cast out
Any escape might help to smooth the unattractive truth
But the suburbs have no charms to soothe the restless dreams of youth

Drawn like moths we drift into the city
The timeless old attraction
Cruising for the action
Lit up like a firefly
Just to feel the living night

Some will sell their dreams for small desires
Or lose the race to rats
Get caught in ticking traps
And start to dream of somewhere
To relax their restless flight
Somewhere out of a memory of lighted streets on quiet nights…

Man City has showed obvious gaps in the first 11 of the Reds. My observation says Reds need total revamp right from defence to strikeforce. Yes it is still too early, but I have lost all faith in the current line up. As it is we are almost there at relegation zone way too soon.  A draw or a defeat against West Bromwich Albion this coming weekend would add uncessary pressure on the recuperating team.

“…..Starting all over again is gonna be rough, so rough But we’re gonna make it” …. (I hope!!)

I can totally relate to this song. I haven’t done drugs but I can understand the desire to feel COMFORTABLY NUMB…. not to feel any pain, no to feel anything whatsoever… sometimes life  just hurts and it is so stressful

Talking about change, for a change, Liverpool has started to play, haha. The new team that drew with Arsenal looks OK, I can’t complain with the draw with having played with 10 men for half the match. New coach, new line-up, new tactics and new spirit what more can I ask for?

Country needs to change. We have to move on, evolve if you hate the word reform. New slogan of 1Malaysia but same bullshit we need to change I say! 

The whole world is changing. Climate is changing too, as it is getting a little too hot for me.

Playing for Change is a good thing!

Me     :  I miss you very much.  I don’t know why I keep thinking about you more and more these days.

HM    : Are you sure? You see me everyday!

Me     : Yes sure. I think as days go by, you keep growing in me. I don’t know why. Amazing. (ayat power they say, haha)

HM : (Laughing and giggling, like I was just bullshitting!) OK OK tell me what do you want?

Me  : Nothing really. I just want to express myself. But at the same time I am very worried.

HM : Worried? Why worry ? (Just like the title of another Dire Straits number!)

Me  : Because when I am in love I tend to do a lot of stupid things.

HM  : You say loving someone is stupid?

Me : Yeah to some extend It makes me wanna buy and shower things stupidly.

HM  : Hahahahaha….can I have my Braun Buffel handbag now? hahaha…

Me  : Sure sure you can. But that would mean quota for the next 2 years fullfilled, hahahaha.

End of Conversation

Why Worry

Baby I see this world has made you sad
Some people can be bad
The things they do, the things they say
But baby I’ll wipe away those bitter tears
I’ll chase away those restless fears
That turn your blue skies into grey
Why worry, there should be laughter after the pain
There should be sunshine after rain
These things have always been the same
So why worry now
Baby when I get down I turn to you
And you make sense of what I do
I know it isn’t hard to say
But baby just when this world seems mean and cold
Our love comes shining red and gold
And all the rest is by the way
Why worry, there should be laughter after pain
There should be sunshine after rain
These things have always been the same
So why worry now  — Mark Knopfler (Dire Straits)